Motivation

Boredom..

What else is there really to say right now other than how BORING things are sometimes. It's late at night, and I'm avoiding going to sleep because that would mean I am preparing to get up early to go to class in the morning.. blah.

School isn't so bad now that it's almost over. I have only a couple weeks left of my first year of college. I don't have much to say except I learned my lesson. Any advice to someone who is considering college, don't over do it. If you think you can handle classes from 8am to 3pm straight each day because that's the schedule you had in high school, psh yeah. You got alot to learn. College professors expect you to know everything, they don't care how much sleep you had, if you're sick, or how much work you have in other classes already. They don't care. You come to class and make the effort or you don't.

There are some out there who simply have no clue what they want to do in life. Well, you're not alone. There's always that thing inside you that wants more out of life, and not settle for something. Well, something to consider is you're young, and even though you don't have literally have "all the time in the world" you have time to feel things out and figure out what you want. My plan is to become a nurse by the time I'm 22. That's the plan. Who know's if that will happen exactly the way I want. I could decided it's not for me , or I could get sidetracked along the way. Who really knows?

My only hope regarding college for now, is that I don't spend 4 years working my ass of only to "settle" for a career. I want to have that motivation when I'm doing my job. For all we know, I could be 40 and decide I want to pursue something else, and start another degree all over again.

I think about the future too much I guess. Why not live in the moment? It's that like "savor the flavor" saying. That could be just talking about food.. but maybe I thought of that because I'm hungry.

Hmm.