Oops

Sometimes there's just those days where you just bite your tongue after you say something so stupid. I have good intentions, but sometimes it just doesn't come out right. You know?

I feel bad, but then I don't. Usually when something "comes out wrong" it really doesn't. Your mouth speaks faster than your mind can think. So you say things that you don't mean to say, even if you really do mean so say them. Are you following this?

I have things that I want to say. I think we all do. But we are to worried about what will happen if we say what we want. Why bite our tongues to save the feelings of another? Because we care too much, that's why.

I feel like a certain period in my life is blocked out because certain things happened. Honestly, I'm over it. I have to be in order for things to be ok. I just want to be open enough to talk about it. I know it's not fair of me because I know if it was me on the other side, I'm sure I wouldn't want to talk about it. But who knows, I haven't even put myself in that situation anyways. I don't want to talk about it really, but rather acknowledge that it happened, instead of pretending it didn't because honestly, I didn't forget about it. Getting through things like that is what makes us stronger, is it not?